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HOW MY UNCLE MADE ME SUCK HIS PENIS AND RAPED ME

23 years old Chawanzi Mwanza a second year student at Kwame Nkurmah University studying bachelors of Arts in education breaks the silence on how the brother to her biological mum raped her at the age of 8.
My uncle found me watching power Puff girls alone. I had covered myself with a small blanket. He decided to join me. He put me on his lap and whispered in my ear, "We are going to play a game ok". As a child I loved playing so I nodded my head as to not be Disturbed as I watched my favorite cartoon. He then pulled my pants down. The next thing I felt something very big forcing itself in my Vagina. I was a silent Cryer so tears began to roll down my face. As soon as he saw those tears he asked me not to scream. Just before he was done he released inside me. He then pulled my pants up and whispered in my ear again, "if you tell anyone about this game I will kill mom". The second time he did it in the toilet. That day he made me suck his penis. It happened on several occasions. Sometimes in the bathroom outside bathroom for the gardener, the servant’s courters and sometimes in the kitchen, it went on for four years.
The first person I told was a friend in the year 2010 and she told me to tell Mom but I was too scared he would kill her. I opened up to my parents in 2012 after getting in trouble with some friends we went out for a night with my school male friends my mother thought I was raped by my friends and I knew the only way of protecting my friends was by opening up that was sexually abused by my uncle.
My mom then told me not to tell anyone. That ate me up and it resulted to me becoming a naughty girl. I began to sleep around with older men at the age of 17 and I didn't care about my health. One of the painful moments in this journey is when I slept with a man as old as my father.
Some people would think I started prostitution but it was just some sort of sex addiction that came as a result of voicing out and my voice wasn’t head, Some men tried to give me money others would get me gifts like phones, clothes and others would offer to marry me but I said no because all I wanted was to feel the love and sex made me feel loved.
I know one man that talked to me and helped me heal only unfortunate the man turned out to be married and with two kids though it took a year till I found out.

My encouragement to the girls out there is whenever you find yourself in a case of sexual abuse or any other form of abuse learn to open up to someone who will help you heal from the pain because it hasn't been easy for me.

To Men never take advantage of the young girls. Its better they you them why they are doing what they are doing than taking advantage of their situation.

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